Home Town..

Finally.. Am at Taman Padi Emas~ Alor Star..
Is looking forward for few days ago..
To see my dearest Mum...
Go market with her..
Have a non-stop chit chat with her..
bla bla bla~~

Suddenly...
i have a bad feeling toward my Dad..
On the way back here, keep scolding me..
Am not saying he cant say me.. but he's not reasonable..
He always think that i have a VERY very good life in KL..
No issue... Always all the best..
Expect me to do this and that.. Wan me to carry all the commitment..
I'm just a 21yrs old gal..
Is freaking fresh to this world... How can i do that?
Everything is not that easy as you say Dad..
Can you please understand me from my point??
i know you just try to protect me and think for my own good..
But at least, think about my capability.. Ok ??
Don't make me feel that you are not responsible to being a Dad..

By the way.. Missing someone..
Just msg him, but didn't get reply from him..
Nvm.. i know he will miss me too..
Just too much disappointing to me..
So he choose to ignore me..
But i get his reply from heart..
I know what he wan say to me... :)

~Sadness~

Today definitely not my day..

My heart full of Misses.. Sadness.. Hateness..( myself )..

Peoples always say.. when you lost, then only you appreciate..

I am totally agree on this..

There is a guy.. Is a freaking good, nice & loving Guy.. that i ever met..

He trust me.. Love me.. Taking care of me.. All the way..

But i betray him.. threaten him.. his love.. and all about him..

Now.. i really lost him.. He hate me to the bone..

Because i can't mean my word to him..

As he said, i am evil to him.. even a jerk...

Sorry.. Million sorry i wan to say..

But is too late.. Things have gone..

Now.. i really regret..

i really lost whatever about him..

no more chance ( 2nd chance for me )

no more connected to him..

no more contact from him..

i am here just to make a confession to him..

I do have heart to you..

but, many things not easy as what you think..

Anyway, i hope you will find one that Love you with how you love her..

Wish you happy..always happy..

回来了~

半年了

差点就忘了原来我有博客

在公司里

呆坐着两个小时了

什么都没做（没心情）

原因~

心情是200%的不开心！！

找不到人诉苦，突然想到这里

贸然是个不错的地方

他们~

不明不白，乱说一轮

把黑说成白，白说成灰

实在不懂说那么多对你们有什好处？？

我不能解释，不能澄清，不能坦白

只能沉默，沉默接受

然后自己不开心

他~

很想问问你

你到底在想什么

你有站在我的角度为我想过吗？

知不知道我为了你伤心了多少遍

知不知道自从认识了你

我失去了多少

朋友都说我又傻又笨

明知是个坑还要把脚踩下去

为了什么？其实我也不是很清楚

这是最后一个机会了

希望你是真的你

别再骗我了

否则我真的不会再回头了~~~