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Finally.. Am at Taman Padi Emas~ Alor Star..
Is looking forward for few days ago..
To see my dearest Mum...
Go market with her..
Have a non-stop chit chat with her..
bla bla bla~~

Suddenly...
i have a bad feeling toward my Dad..
On the way back here, keep scolding me..
Am not saying he cant say me.. but he's not reasonable..
He always think that i have a VERY very good life in KL..
No issue... Always all the best..
Expect me to do this and that.. Wan me to carry all the commitment..
I'm just a 21yrs old gal..
Is freaking fresh to this world... How can i do that?
Everything is not that easy as you say Dad..
Can you please understand me from my point??
i know you just try to protect me and think for my own good..
But at least, think about my capability.. Ok ??
Don't make me feel that you are not responsible to being a Dad..

By the way.. Missing someone..
Just msg him, but didn't get reply from him..
Nvm.. i know he will miss me too..
Just too much disappointing to me..
So he choose to ignore me..
But i get his reply from heart..
I know what he wan say to me... :)

~Sadness~

Today definitely not my day..

My heart full of Misses.. Sadness.. Hateness..( myself )..

Peoples always say.. when you lost, then only you appreciate..

I am totally agree on this..

There is a guy.. Is a freaking good, nice & loving Guy.. that i ever met..

He trust me.. Love me.. Taking care of me.. All the way..

But i betray him.. threaten him.. his love.. and all about him..

Now.. i really lost him.. He hate me to the bone..

Because i can't mean my word to him..

As he said, i am evil to him.. even a jerk...

Sorry.. Million sorry i wan to say..

But is too late.. Things have gone..

Now.. i really regret..

i really lost whatever about him..

no more chance ( 2nd chance for me )

no more connected to him..

no more contact from him..

i am here just to make a confession to him..

I do have heart to you..

but, many things not easy as what you think..

Anyway, i hope you will find one that Love you with how you love her..

Wish you happy..always happy..